Tuesday, August 31, 2010

a reason to be happy after 2 months.

2 September 2010.


dua hari lagi....



Sunday, August 29, 2010

dah lama aku sabar.
ni aku tengah sabar lagi ni.
tapi dalam sabar aku KENA jugak cakap ni.
sebab kalau tak cakap aku macam tipu diri sendiri.
itu kau. bukan aku. aku bukan penipu.

you bastardize piece of shit.

Monday, August 23, 2010

What's new, Pikachu?

It is not my birthday. Nu-uh. It’s been 3 months since my birthday.
It’s not my Hijrah birthday either. That was 4 days ago. (I was born on 9th of Ramadhan.)

Usually, when people ask me what do I want on my birthday, I would just shrugged and say I don’t know. I truly don’t. I am the kind of person who gets what she needs or wants by her own means. I get it on my own. So it’s only justified that when I was asked “What would you want on your birthday?”, I say “I don’t want anything.” Not that I usually get presents on my birthdays anyway. Haha.
True story.

But now, I need a lot of things. Lots of oh-not-so-cheap things. No, really. It’s a need. Necessity. Okay scratch that. I NEED a couple of things. Others are just the things that I WANT.

What I need.

1. MP3

If you know me well, you would know that I cannot live without my mp3 player. It’s with me 24-7. I can live without handphone, but not mp3 player. It’s my lifeline.
Sadly, my 3 year old mp3 player finally decided that it’s time to kick the bucket one month ago. Damn. Sedih nak mati! =(
Why not an iPod? You ask.
iPod is overrated, I say. (but terima je kalau nak bagi...;p)
I just need a portable gadget that plays music files and has DNSe function and preferably has mic and recording function. (Demanding much? haha) Just like my old player.

Mine was in blue. RIP. =(

This design of Sony mp3 player is gorgeous but it only has 1gb storage. Tak cukup.

And I crazy love this Samsung Tic Toc but it has no recording function. But if I’d have to choose, I would love to have this one. =)

2. Hand phone.

Well, they say when it rains it pours. At the same time my mp3 player broke beyond repair, my hand phone too, needs to be replaced. Every other day, I find me withholding myself from throwing it against the wall. Sabar Nadia. Ye, memang best. Bottom line, I’m in need of a new phone jugak.

I got my eyes on this baby

But I’m willing to settle with this one.

(demand lagi! ;p)

Why nak two different gadgets? Beli jela hand phone yang ade music player.
Because, then if it breaks down, I’ll lose both at the same time. And I hate to be interrupted while I’m listening to music. =)

What I would like to have.

3. Wristwatch.

Mine is not broken yet. It’s still in a good condition apart from the fact that it kind of looks like I’ve been wearing it forever which is true since I have been wearing it for the past 4 years. 4 years!!
The thing with me is that even though I am not brand conscious, but when it comes to watches, I am quite particular. Mengada, I know. But hey, I don’t replace or change my watch often. I mean, 4 years! And it should be noted that I do not like girly/feminine watches. No offense. I just don’t like them. I prefer sporty watches.

Except for the colour, this Nike wristwatch looks exactly like mine. (Mine is in the colour of blue.)

After spending hours googling on wristwatch, I still cannot find one that catches my attention. Sigh.

However, these few might give a few idea of the kind of models of wristwatch I would like to have.

4. Paris Hilton Heiress.

I have wanted this since it first came out. And I am recently out of perfume. Nuff said.

So now be a darling and get me these will ya?

Monday, August 16, 2010

picadilly overboard.

you promised


of kurmas and mosquitos.

It’s Ramadhan and all Muslims are fasting and going ballistic with ibadah. (Well, most Muslims).

I love Ramadhan. There is something about its serenity that so inexplicable yet it makes sense. I think you know what I mean.

I hope it’s not too late for me to wish you Happy Ramadhan and Selamat Berpuasa. :)

As for me, my fasting month had its own twist of a kick start. Two days prior to the first day of puasa, I was down with a fever. On the very first day of puasa, I was told that I was infected with dengue. I was too weak to care anyways but there goes my second, third and so on days of puasa.

Ayah was told about it and suffice to say that he was worried. His pesan was to take care and eat my meds...the usual...

Ayah also pesan to banyakkan ibadah after I get better.

I realise that there must be a reason as to why Allah decides that I should get this kind of test on the very holy month. Everything has its own hikmah and I say alhamdullillah.

It seems that I have been tested with quite a number of mishaps these past few months. I had a wonderful first-half of the year. Enter second-half, well....ish astaghfirullah...tak baik...hihi.

Jâbir b. `Abd Allah al-Ansârî relates that he heard Allah's Messenger (peace be upon him) said three days before his death: "None of you should ever die except while assuming the best about Allah." [Sahîh Muslim]

Should we find ourselves in difficulty, instead of lamenting and wallowing in self pity, why don’t we seek help from Him?

Now, amongst other, He works in three ways:

1. Makbul

2. Ganti

3. Tanggung.

If Allah makbul, then good for you...alhamdullillah.

If not, then Allah will replace it with something better, Inshaallah.

Or, He will tanggung it and repays time akhirat nanti.

Allah Maha Adil.

Never ever question His way.

But we all should remind ourselves that we are all His servant. We work for Him. Not the other way.

And never ever underestimate the power of Doa. Like Seriouslyy..

Solat. Jaga your solat. If you jaga your solat, everything nanti best. Serious. Hehe. It’s the best thing one can do for himself. Sebab, amongst other ways, it is the best way for us to remind ourselves of Him. For He never once forget His servant.

The Prophet (peace be upon him) related to us that Allah says: "I am as My servant thinks of Me. I am with him when he remembers Me. If he mentions Me within himself, I mention him within Myself. If he mentions Me in an assembly, I mention him in a better assembly. If he comes near to Me a handspan, I come near to him the distance of a cubit. If he comes near to Me the distance of a cubit, I come near to him the distance of two outspread arms. If he comes to Me walking, I come to him running." [Sahîh al-Bukhârî and Sahîh Muslim]

Now I’m no pious person myself. I don’t mean to preach. This serves as a reminder for me.

Life is short, you know, in living life to the fullest sometimes we forget. :)

So in the spirit of Ramadhan, saya panjangkan nasihat-nasihat ini * so we can all benefit from it. It’s the least I can do considering the amount of gibberish matter I have been blogging about here.

Tomorrow; another blood test. If everything goes okay I’m back to school. WORK! eeek! (There you go, there’s the underlying hikmah right there. Haha!)

Till then, Selamat Bepuasa and beribadah!


*Not my advices. I’m not qualified to give these kinds of advices. I’m just sharing.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

hadiah dari hati.

my brothas from anotha motha.
(haha. i'm so rempits!)

i love this photo of us but it's a bit blur it doesn't do them justice...


here they are!!!


the adorable dynamic duo that never fails to make my day. :) haha.
thank you for everything!
i [lessthanthree] korang!

Friday, August 6, 2010














(seeing blanks?)

that's how i feel.
in precision.


Sunday, August 1, 2010

lights off. *tsbm*

Tell me what is the worth of one’s happiness when it lies at the expense of someone else’s?

When you see someone smiling, it does not necessarily mean that the sun is shining on her. Just like when someone is crying, it does not mean that the rain is pouring on him.

Sometimes, when you have a think, you might want to be prepared to have another think coming. Because, the saying “don’t judge a book by its cover” was not formed out of and for nothing.

it won't be soon before long.